blogspot!!!!

hahaha...
ak rse cam xde kaitan je title nie ngan ape yg ak nk tlis...
hmm...ok,ak bwu blek dri KL...sblm tu ktorg pi cameron lol....
xbez sgt la..mmg la sjuk,tpi ntah,xbez...
coz mmg dri awl lgi ak xnk pi..tpi parent ak suh ak ikt...so,xnk diorg mrh,ikt jela..xslh kn nk teman kn diorg...tpi,sblm gi cameron tu,abah ajk blek kg kat bagan datoh...hmm..naseb baek bwk PSP..klo x,cnfrm mati kekerasan kat stu...
da la line pown xde...kat certain2 tmpt je ade...
blek kg tu coz abah nak bincang sal pembahagian tanah pusaka arwah tok...
ak igt kn sket la....tpi,nah.......ak tergamam gak ar ble dgr...
n ak tny la mak ak,tok kaye ke??then mak ak jwb,pas tok mninggal,opah xpenah keje smpe skang...gle towl...tok ak mninngal wktu ayh ak darjah 4...
ak cam teruja gak la...hahaha...
hmm...then pas ktorg kat cameron,ktorg blek KL jap...
coz kak nis demam...n nk wat sal ak pnye DCA tu...
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tdi ak bce la blog die...haha..kwn ak...hmm...ak cam xcaye je tu die...
tpi ntahla...agk terase la ble ak bce sal blog die..ntah..
ak pown xpasti la npe...
mmg la die xsbut sal ak..ade tu mmg la ade...tpi bkn ape pown...
die juz ckp yg die jmpe ak cam tu je...
tu xkesa la...bia la...n die xkutuk papepown sal ak...
hahaha...
hmm..ak jdi cam sedeyh je...npe die xmcm dlu ea...ble ak piki blek based on what die tlis,ak rse ak da jtohkn ego aku la...mmg la sume org xleyh ego sgt...
tpi,ak??hmm...hmm..ade gak la kwn2 lme ak ckp yg die nie ego sket...
ak cam plik je ble owg ckp die nie ego,pdahal dlu die ok je...
n skang nie,bwu ak tau yg die nie bkn nye ego sket,tpi bnyk gle...
ak saba jela...nk wat camne...may b lumrah manusia kn..
pabila smpe stu thap,mereka akn brubah...hmm..bia la...
ak pown xleyh nk wat pe,klo tegor,sah2 die sentap+bebai pnye la..
n ak agk terase la ble ak bce blog die...bkn sket la,tpi bnyk...
kan bez klo ak kembali ke mse dlu...i'll change everything...
klo x,dlu ak msti da hepi ngan die...hahaha...
k la..da xtau nk mrapu ape da nie...

bawak kete..

haha...tdi,dgn slaber nye ak bwk kete gi amik mama n adik ak kat skolah...
tpi,ayh ak ade la...da la xde lesen...hihih..
then,smpe kat mne ntah,ade la pakcik bwk motor..
da la bwk slow,bwk kat tgh plak tu...tah pape...
ak pown,haha...cucuk ar blkg die....
bwu nk ketepi pakcik tu...amik kaw...
then,abh marah...adoh...kene lak...hahaha...bkn nk lggr pown,sje je bgi die ketaq..hahaha...*idea jht ku...
then,smpe kat skul,mama tgk ak...die da tkot nk naek...
tkot ak bgi xcident..hahaa...tpi,slmt je smpe kat umah....
rilek la ma....hahaha...
n bln 5 nie,dpt kete.....YAHOOOo!!!!!!!!!!..tp prdana je...tu pown yg abh pny....
xpe2...dpt je kete tu kat ak,ak nk gi make over mamas dlu...hahaha

no tittle

you turn your head and crying,i hate u being like this....
that's why im crying too
i'm missing you
missing you so much that im hurt
hope you'll happy with them even if im dead,
hmm....
turn your head if you're tired,and i'll be there..i hope so...
because i left your tears behind..
i left you first because i don't want to see you alone...
since now i cant love you anymore...
sorry my dear....
i hope you'll be happy....
dont forget to invite me to your wedding....
haha~...
k..salam...

mati la ak....

design umah xwat gi...
sgkar hmster pown xsiap gi...
blog pown xsiap gi....
adoyai...bnyk nye keje ak...
hmm...esk nk gi library nk wat bnde nie...nk xri ilham sme...hahaha
rini ilham xleyh dtg coz die dok umah studi coz pmr....kan ain kan???
hahahaha....
hmm....adosh....bnyk la plak keje ak...
btwmak nk bia blog nie...ak nk wat blog bwu....
hahaha...everything inside...
k la...nk rilex jap....
salam

tekanan sebab kne ______???

hmm...tdi ak bwu je smpe umah...then naek la bilik ngan hrapan ak leyh bkk internet...
ak bkk pc,tetibe monitor x nyale...i mean,on la...
ak wat mcm2,haram satu ape pown xleyh...
erghh!!!!!tertekan gle....pas tu nseb baek la yap wat pa ntah,then leyh on....
kuang asam towl...
hmmm....
n tadi blee ak tgk blek,ergh,ak terase gle dowh die wat cam nie...
hahaha...dont noe wat to say anymore...tp,ak igt hri nie ak leyh la chat ke,ckp fon ke ngan kwn ak sorg tu...tpi bapak ar...sombong gle seyh...ak call xnk agkt...msj xbls....then ble ak chat td,die wat xtau je...xpe2...xtegur kate sombong,da tegur wat cam nie plak...ape la...hmm...ske hti ko la...papepown,ak da start dlu...da xlrat da nk start dlu....
k la....chow...ngantowk...
salam

xtau ape tjuk ug sesuai...

k...tdi ak bru beh tgk sassy girl...
sblm episod last td,ak pown bkk la internet jap....
n ntah cam ne ak TERase nk bkk profile die....

hmm...
ak igt ak akn ok je pas 2....
tpi,ble ak tgk profile die,hmm...ntah la...cam sedey je ak rse...
nyesal pown ade gak...xpela....sye xkesa...gpown die xpnah pown gtau sye yg die ske sye...sye je syok sndiri agknye...hahahha....lwk kan...hmm...
sye tahu yg awk ske ka laki tu,npe awk xckp je??nk sye tolong???cam ne sye tau,awk kan ade gtau sye yg awk ske kat laki tu....so,ble awk dok ngan die,sye nk kte ape...juz tgk jela...hahahaha...klo sye xdpt adjust die,sye mntk maaf ea coz sye xla rpt sgt...tpi ktorg kwn la....*ayt xley bla kn
awk,sye rse better sye da xyah cntct awk da la kn...awk pown sebowk ngan rutin awk...even klo sye on9 ym,awk still wat dunno...haha..sye xkesah...dun wory bout me k....sye harap awk bhgie je....sye ade lgu nk bgi tp nnt la...blom smpe msenye lgi nk dedicate kat awk...t sye suh kwn sye,anis,smpekan ea..awk akn knl die t...she's my bezfrenz...as i told u...
n pas kjadian ritu,sye da blaja mcm2...tpi awk xkesa sal sye...so,sye pown xjdi la nk gtau awk...n wktu bln mgambang tu,sye dok kat bumbung,piki sal awk....
sye rse cam sume salah sye jer...awk xwat pe pown..awk baek jer ngan sye,cme sye nie jer berperangaim agk trok..so,skali lgi,sye nk mntk maaf...

*anis:sye da de tjuk lgu tu...ti sye suh awk anta kat die n some sepatah dua kate...hahahaha...sowie klo sye nyusahkn awk...coz ktorg da jauh skang nie...awk dkt ngan die...so,tolong ea...

ak da xtau nk wat pe da skang nie...cme tggu kputusan ko je...hmm...
salam

hmm...renungan ku....

k...td ak dok kat luar coz ak tau,rini hri last bulan penuh,klo x rini,esk....
so,need to wait another 29 days to see bulan pnoh....
n,tdi ak da piki mcm2....
is all aout my life n for my future....
about my life:k,i think bout my frenz,my family and....ergh!!!
then,i need to do smting that will make them hepy....
so,im going to plan smtin...but it must completely perfect....
n i want to "find myself"....
the decission i choose i correct,i guess but,i dont noe wheter im going to do this or not...
i watch the moon,the stars,to get some inspiration....but,i still in dilemma...
nowdays,im not hepy with my life....coz of the stupid things that spoil my mood....
errgh!...i hate it....like shit!!!
hmm...
my future:k,my family want me to be an architect...but,i dont no....
i want to be a pilot...but they looks like suke xske je....
so,ak pown xtau la....klo itu yg diorg nk,xpela...i'll try my best to make them hepy....thats the thing that i'll do for them...promise....
hmm...wlaupown ak xcapai impian nk jdi pilot,tp xpela....hahaha...
they noe me better than myself....
now,i need to change...
thats all

hmm.sorie if i've made any mistake....
whatever it is,i like ur style....
you make me feel the truth of love....
btw,gotcha!!!!!