INTERBIU!!!

8.30,kat umah,dlm bilik....
aku da bgun n mandi da..cme xbesiap nk pakai bju kmeja ja lgi..hahahaha..
smgt gle dowh ritu..hahahaha..pas tu abh suh aku besiap..hahaha.
pukul 9,kuar umah..aku bwk kete,gi anta mama kat klinik gigi kat sbrg jaya tu..pas tu tros ke uitm...
smpe sne lebey kurang kul 9.20 cam 2 ar..mak ai..awai gla..aku pnya interview kul 10.30...
aku pnya sarjana muda sains seni bina,sesi ketiga tpi yg first..hahaha..adoyh..deret dpt first ja..then diorg suh tggu kat bilik mnunggu..pergh..gle,macik2 lak yg rame..yg nk amik ujian nye xslh aku 9 org jew..2 pown yg tggu dlm bilik jela..macik2 2 lak yg riuh..rancak smbang sai pa pown aku xtau..theb aku igt aku sorg2 ja la..xda kwn yg aku kenai..pas tu,elok dkt kul 1,kwn aku skolah tat mai...ape lgi..dok sembang la kmi 2..hahaha..pastu dkt kul 10.30,kwn aku yg skolah kat mad said ada gak..hahaha..lgi rancak ar...then kitorg kuaq pi toilet la,pi tgk bilik ujian..ketaq gla wktu tu..dok smbg mrapu gla..hahahaha
then kul 10.50,diorg pggil msuk bilik ujian..
pergh..wktu tu,awek cun2 seyh..siyes..
yg free hair sorg 2,mak ai..rmbut die wat cntek gle..siyes2..caer aku tgk..
then ktorg duk la kat tmpt mseng2..pastu kat tgh2 blik tu,ade objek yg diletakkan di ats meja..mla2 nmpk ssh,tpi ble da dpt lkis stu objek 2,alahai..hahaha..tpi nk kne wat shadow tu yg ak ssh tu..hahaha..da la aku wat malap jew..ehhehe
then,da 45 mnit diorg suh lukis,diorg pggil aku utk interbiu..mla2 ketaq gla..pas tu,da msok tu,tgk2 panel 2 snyum cam sporting ja..ahaha..apa lgi,tros cool la..haha..then die tnye la sal diri aku sume2 tu..pas 2 die komen sal lukisan aku..hahaha..adeyh..

kul 12lebey,UiTM permatang pauh..
da beh interview,aku boley blek..wktu tu,bru rse rimas gla pakai pakaian formal nie...ergh!!..aku tggu kat pondok guard kat uitm..ahaha..pastu,ade sorg pompuan nie pown tggu kat stu gak coz die pown da beh interview..so,aku pown smbg la sat ngan die..xkenai pown sbrnye die 2,tp wat jela cam kenai..haha..die pown amik sme kos ngan aku..aku xprasan die sgt tdi coz wktu kat bilik ujian tu,die trlindung ngan objek yg kne lukis tu...n xtgk sesapa pown wktu lukis 2..tkot xsempat..hahaha..
then mak aku smpai..pastu blek la umah..dgn penatnye,aku on9 kejap je,pastu tido...bgun2,demam...hahaha..

this is what we call reality...

ak suke bersembang...ak ske snym..ak ske ketawa..ak ske usik org..n ak ske wat owg ketawa(i guess)...hmm...tapi,diseblik sumer tu terselindung 1001 masalah yg ak terima...mcm2...tp,dgn cre yg ak sebutkn tu la ak melupakan mslh ak...n kekadang,ia mmberi ak stu inspirasi utk mnyelesaikn mslh tu...
dikala ak bersedih,satu perkara dan persoalan yg bermain di fikiran ku ialah,bila ak nak pergi..pergi dri sume mslh?.pergi dri dunia nie??hmm...
sesape yg knl ak,msti korunk xcaye kli ak ckp,setiap mslh ak,ak akn nanges kejap...pas nanges,bwu ak piki...yaaa,i like to think...kekadang,cre ak mlepaskn tensyen is dat way...ak klo bole xnk nyusah kn sesape...klo terlalu 2,bwu ak cntct sesape...tu pun,juz nk have fun ngan kwn2..
this is my secret:haha..tiap2 mlm,sblum ak tido,ak akn bce blek msj yg ak trime,sume msj yg pnting la..n setiap kli ak bce msj tu,ak pasti nanges..air mte mle mmbasahi pipi ak...ntah la..ak xtau npe..may b pengirim tu da bnyk wat ak sedeyh...n ble ak bce blek,i can conclude dat,pengirim tu cam xleyh time ak...ak da cbe fikir positif,tpi,xleyh...xtau la..adakah ini mmg slh ak??trok sgt ka ak nie??hina ka??jahat ka??ak rse cam ak nie xberguna je...
ntah la..mayb tu prasaan ak je kot..tpi,setiap kli ak bce msj tu,siyesly,ak psti nanges...hahaha..ak nie cam bebudak gak kn...da besa pown dok still nanges gi..hmm..klo korunk ade kat tmpt ak,bru korunk tau...mcm mne ak rse slme nie..ape prasaan ak..klo korunk tgk ak hepi tu,mayb mmg ak tgh hepi..n may b ak tgh ade mslh..n pena skli la,ak xhepi gi skolah..ak jdi cam moody..wktu tu,jannah perasan..then die tny ak,ak ok ke??ak jwb la ok jew...then ble ak blek,die anta msj,ang ok ka??i said,yes..juz fine...cme ade prob sket...hmm..shes my bezwen ever n forever...hahaha...its an old story lorh...
hmm...spe xsedey,ble kwn xtime kte...mmg la kn..tpi klo da terpakse...mcm afdlin shauki ckp,mcm baby kne kasi ubat...cam tu la..lebey kurang la...
skang nie,bley dikatekan,every nitez,ak akn bce msj yg ak sedey tu...juz nk motivate dri ak utk improvekn dri ak..nk bgi org time ak seadanya...bkn sbb ape,sbb ak ialah ak..n ak xnk org xleyh time ak..sesungguhnya,ia mmg mnyakitkn...wlaupun ak x tunjuk...tpi,this is reality...ak xnk org tau ape yg ak rse..klo diorg tau,dirg xkn fhm...n from wat i see,gurl sllu xpiki pnjg...and ape kesannye klo die ckp smting yg mayb die rse ok,tpi for guys,ia agk menyakitkn...
N thats is what we call reality...lumrah hdup mnusia...sumer irg xperfect..so,klo nk tgor,tgor la dgn cre elok..klo nk jwb soklan or nk gtau smtin yg ssh nk dterima oleh org laen,gne la perkataan yg lmbut..jgn terlalu direct...mmg la ia lebey sng..tpi ia lebey mnyakitkn..believe me..

blogspot!!!!

hahaha...
ak rse cam xde kaitan je title nie ngan ape yg ak nk tlis...
hmm...ok,ak bwu blek dri KL...sblm tu ktorg pi cameron lol....
xbez sgt la..mmg la sjuk,tpi ntah,xbez...
coz mmg dri awl lgi ak xnk pi..tpi parent ak suh ak ikt...so,xnk diorg mrh,ikt jela..xslh kn nk teman kn diorg...tpi,sblm gi cameron tu,abah ajk blek kg kat bagan datoh...hmm..naseb baek bwk PSP..klo x,cnfrm mati kekerasan kat stu...
da la line pown xde...kat certain2 tmpt je ade...
blek kg tu coz abah nak bincang sal pembahagian tanah pusaka arwah tok...
ak igt kn sket la....tpi,nah.......ak tergamam gak ar ble dgr...
n ak tny la mak ak,tok kaye ke??then mak ak jwb,pas tok mninggal,opah xpenah keje smpe skang...gle towl...tok ak mninngal wktu ayh ak darjah 4...
ak cam teruja gak la...hahaha...
hmm...then pas ktorg kat cameron,ktorg blek KL jap...
coz kak nis demam...n nk wat sal ak pnye DCA tu...
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tdi ak bce la blog die...haha..kwn ak...hmm...ak cam xcaye je tu die...
tpi ntahla...agk terase la ble ak bce sal blog die..ntah..
ak pown xpasti la npe...
mmg la die xsbut sal ak..ade tu mmg la ade...tpi bkn ape pown...
die juz ckp yg die jmpe ak cam tu je...
tu xkesa la...bia la...n die xkutuk papepown sal ak...
hahaha...
hmm..ak jdi cam sedeyh je...npe die xmcm dlu ea...ble ak piki blek based on what die tlis,ak rse ak da jtohkn ego aku la...mmg la sume org xleyh ego sgt...
tpi,ak??hmm...hmm..ade gak la kwn2 lme ak ckp yg die nie ego sket...
ak cam plik je ble owg ckp die nie ego,pdahal dlu die ok je...
n skang nie,bwu ak tau yg die nie bkn nye ego sket,tpi bnyk gle...
ak saba jela...nk wat camne...may b lumrah manusia kn..
pabila smpe stu thap,mereka akn brubah...hmm..bia la...
ak pown xleyh nk wat pe,klo tegor,sah2 die sentap+bebai pnye la..
n ak agk terase la ble ak bce blog die...bkn sket la,tpi bnyk...
kan bez klo ak kembali ke mse dlu...i'll change everything...
klo x,dlu ak msti da hepi ngan die...hahaha...
k la..da xtau nk mrapu ape da nie...

bawak kete..

haha...tdi,dgn slaber nye ak bwk kete gi amik mama n adik ak kat skolah...
tpi,ayh ak ade la...da la xde lesen...hihih..
then,smpe kat mne ntah,ade la pakcik bwk motor..
da la bwk slow,bwk kat tgh plak tu...tah pape...
ak pown,haha...cucuk ar blkg die....
bwu nk ketepi pakcik tu...amik kaw...
then,abh marah...adoh...kene lak...hahaha...bkn nk lggr pown,sje je bgi die ketaq..hahaha...*idea jht ku...
then,smpe kat skul,mama tgk ak...die da tkot nk naek...
tkot ak bgi xcident..hahaa...tpi,slmt je smpe kat umah....
rilek la ma....hahaha...
n bln 5 nie,dpt kete.....YAHOOOo!!!!!!!!!!..tp prdana je...tu pown yg abh pny....
xpe2...dpt je kete tu kat ak,ak nk gi make over mamas dlu...hahaha

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you turn your head and crying,i hate u being like this....
that's why im crying too
i'm missing you
missing you so much that im hurt
hope you'll happy with them even if im dead,
hmm....
turn your head if you're tired,and i'll be there..i hope so...
because i left your tears behind..
i left you first because i don't want to see you alone...
since now i cant love you anymore...
sorry my dear....
i hope you'll be happy....
dont forget to invite me to your wedding....
haha~...
k..salam...

mati la ak....

design umah xwat gi...
sgkar hmster pown xsiap gi...
blog pown xsiap gi....
adoyai...bnyk nye keje ak...
hmm...esk nk gi library nk wat bnde nie...nk xri ilham sme...hahaha
rini ilham xleyh dtg coz die dok umah studi coz pmr....kan ain kan???
hahahaha....
hmm....adosh....bnyk la plak keje ak...
btwmak nk bia blog nie...ak nk wat blog bwu....
hahaha...everything inside...
k la...nk rilex jap....
salam

tekanan sebab kne ______???

hmm...tdi ak bwu je smpe umah...then naek la bilik ngan hrapan ak leyh bkk internet...
ak bkk pc,tetibe monitor x nyale...i mean,on la...
ak wat mcm2,haram satu ape pown xleyh...
erghh!!!!!tertekan gle....pas tu nseb baek la yap wat pa ntah,then leyh on....
kuang asam towl...
hmmm....
n tadi blee ak tgk blek,ergh,ak terase gle dowh die wat cam nie...
hahaha...dont noe wat to say anymore...tp,ak igt hri nie ak leyh la chat ke,ckp fon ke ngan kwn ak sorg tu...tpi bapak ar...sombong gle seyh...ak call xnk agkt...msj xbls....then ble ak chat td,die wat xtau je...xpe2...xtegur kate sombong,da tegur wat cam nie plak...ape la...hmm...ske hti ko la...papepown,ak da start dlu...da xlrat da nk start dlu....
k la....chow...ngantowk...
salam