should i??

hmm....
class ak kat bcp makin bez...better n better....
n my english is better than before...
i think....
n now,everything changes....
my lifestyle suddenly changes after spm...
i thought,after spm,i can do evrything i want...
hang out with frenz,have some parties...
tp cam xleyh je sumer tu....
n skang,ngan kengkawan pown ak da xbnyk cntct...
ngan die pown da xsllu cntct da...nk jmpe lgi la ssh....
hmm....now,i think i noe what's the meaning of tenagers...
a lot of things that i must face off before i become an adult...
i guess so....
lesen L pown da dpt...
klo x,ak dpt P da,tp mama ak tu suh ak amik L dlu...
ergh!!!its ok meh....
its not a big deal....
kwn2 ak sumer da keje....
ak jer still mnganggur...
tp ustazah ckp xyh keje la lgi....
coz die tkot ak ter overexiting ble pgg duit....
may b its true....
so,better ak xkeje lgi for a few month....
hmm......
my rutin these days was sooo boring....
i hate my life now...
besides i cannot go anywhere except for study...
arrrghh....
my life like shit.....

hmm....ble la leyh jmpe ngan die lgi....
ak pown xtau....
may b she doesnt like to meet me....
hahaa...who knoes....its her secrete....
may b she's boring with me....
coz im not attractive....
hahaha....
may b..who knoes...its her secrete....
n about that acquaintance boy,i still didn't get any info yet....
she was not telling me anything about him....
so,i juz kept it in my mind....
its ok...
btw dear,ily you so0 much k....
n about her,i dun mind coz i knoe shes everything for u....
im juz fine....eventhough i a bit trase bout it....
its ok....
hmm.....

n here got a love story,
i imagine that,the girl was u...

~ girl: am i cute? boy: no girl: do u want to live with me? boy: no girl: will u cry if i leave u? boy: no the girl start to cry, the boy pulled her close to him and said, "u're not cute, but cutiest, i dont want to live with u, but i live for u. if u leave me, i don't cry but i die.

i love u damn much dear....
salam...