this is what we call reality...

ak suke bersembang...ak ske snym..ak ske ketawa..ak ske usik org..n ak ske wat owg ketawa(i guess)...hmm...tapi,diseblik sumer tu terselindung 1001 masalah yg ak terima...mcm2...tp,dgn cre yg ak sebutkn tu la ak melupakan mslh ak...n kekadang,ia mmberi ak stu inspirasi utk mnyelesaikn mslh tu...
dikala ak bersedih,satu perkara dan persoalan yg bermain di fikiran ku ialah,bila ak nak pergi..pergi dri sume mslh?.pergi dri dunia nie??hmm...
sesape yg knl ak,msti korunk xcaye kli ak ckp,setiap mslh ak,ak akn nanges kejap...pas nanges,bwu ak piki...yaaa,i like to think...kekadang,cre ak mlepaskn tensyen is dat way...ak klo bole xnk nyusah kn sesape...klo terlalu 2,bwu ak cntct sesape...tu pun,juz nk have fun ngan kwn2..
this is my secret:haha..tiap2 mlm,sblum ak tido,ak akn bce blek msj yg ak trime,sume msj yg pnting la..n setiap kli ak bce msj tu,ak pasti nanges..air mte mle mmbasahi pipi ak...ntah la..ak xtau npe..may b pengirim tu da bnyk wat ak sedeyh...n ble ak bce blek,i can conclude dat,pengirim tu cam xleyh time ak...ak da cbe fikir positif,tpi,xleyh...xtau la..adakah ini mmg slh ak??trok sgt ka ak nie??hina ka??jahat ka??ak rse cam ak nie xberguna je...
ntah la..mayb tu prasaan ak je kot..tpi,setiap kli ak bce msj tu,siyesly,ak psti nanges...hahaha..ak nie cam bebudak gak kn...da besa pown dok still nanges gi..hmm..klo korunk ade kat tmpt ak,bru korunk tau...mcm mne ak rse slme nie..ape prasaan ak..klo korunk tgk ak hepi tu,mayb mmg ak tgh hepi..n may b ak tgh ade mslh..n pena skli la,ak xhepi gi skolah..ak jdi cam moody..wktu tu,jannah perasan..then die tny ak,ak ok ke??ak jwb la ok jew...then ble ak blek,die anta msj,ang ok ka??i said,yes..juz fine...cme ade prob sket...hmm..shes my bezwen ever n forever...hahaha...its an old story lorh...
hmm...spe xsedey,ble kwn xtime kte...mmg la kn..tpi klo da terpakse...mcm afdlin shauki ckp,mcm baby kne kasi ubat...cam tu la..lebey kurang la...
skang nie,bley dikatekan,every nitez,ak akn bce msj yg ak sedey tu...juz nk motivate dri ak utk improvekn dri ak..nk bgi org time ak seadanya...bkn sbb ape,sbb ak ialah ak..n ak xnk org xleyh time ak..sesungguhnya,ia mmg mnyakitkn...wlaupun ak x tunjuk...tpi,this is reality...ak xnk org tau ape yg ak rse..klo diorg tau,dirg xkn fhm...n from wat i see,gurl sllu xpiki pnjg...and ape kesannye klo die ckp smting yg mayb die rse ok,tpi for guys,ia agk menyakitkn...
N thats is what we call reality...lumrah hdup mnusia...sumer irg xperfect..so,klo nk tgor,tgor la dgn cre elok..klo nk jwb soklan or nk gtau smtin yg ssh nk dterima oleh org laen,gne la perkataan yg lmbut..jgn terlalu direct...mmg la ia lebey sng..tpi ia lebey mnyakitkn..believe me..

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ak rse cam xde kaitan je title nie ngan ape yg ak nk tlis...
hmm...ok,ak bwu blek dri KL...sblm tu ktorg pi cameron lol....
xbez sgt la..mmg la sjuk,tpi ntah,xbez...
coz mmg dri awl lgi ak xnk pi..tpi parent ak suh ak ikt...so,xnk diorg mrh,ikt jela..xslh kn nk teman kn diorg...tpi,sblm gi cameron tu,abah ajk blek kg kat bagan datoh...hmm..naseb baek bwk PSP..klo x,cnfrm mati kekerasan kat stu...
da la line pown xde...kat certain2 tmpt je ade...
blek kg tu coz abah nak bincang sal pembahagian tanah pusaka arwah tok...
ak igt kn sket la....tpi,nah.......ak tergamam gak ar ble dgr...
n ak tny la mak ak,tok kaye ke??then mak ak jwb,pas tok mninggal,opah xpenah keje smpe skang...gle towl...tok ak mninngal wktu ayh ak darjah 4...
ak cam teruja gak la...hahaha...
hmm...then pas ktorg kat cameron,ktorg blek KL jap...
coz kak nis demam...n nk wat sal ak pnye DCA tu...
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tdi ak bce la blog die...haha..kwn ak...hmm...ak cam xcaye je tu die...
tpi ntahla...agk terase la ble ak bce sal blog die..ntah..
ak pown xpasti la npe...
mmg la die xsbut sal ak..ade tu mmg la ade...tpi bkn ape pown...
die juz ckp yg die jmpe ak cam tu je...
tu xkesa la...bia la...n die xkutuk papepown sal ak...
hahaha...
hmm..ak jdi cam sedeyh je...npe die xmcm dlu ea...ble ak piki blek based on what die tlis,ak rse ak da jtohkn ego aku la...mmg la sume org xleyh ego sgt...
tpi,ak??hmm...hmm..ade gak la kwn2 lme ak ckp yg die nie ego sket...
ak cam plik je ble owg ckp die nie ego,pdahal dlu die ok je...
n skang nie,bwu ak tau yg die nie bkn nye ego sket,tpi bnyk gle...
ak saba jela...nk wat camne...may b lumrah manusia kn..
pabila smpe stu thap,mereka akn brubah...hmm..bia la...
ak pown xleyh nk wat pe,klo tegor,sah2 die sentap+bebai pnye la..
n ak agk terase la ble ak bce blog die...bkn sket la,tpi bnyk...
kan bez klo ak kembali ke mse dlu...i'll change everything...
klo x,dlu ak msti da hepi ngan die...hahaha...
k la..da xtau nk mrapu ape da nie...

bawak kete..

haha...tdi,dgn slaber nye ak bwk kete gi amik mama n adik ak kat skolah...
tpi,ayh ak ade la...da la xde lesen...hihih..
then,smpe kat mne ntah,ade la pakcik bwk motor..
da la bwk slow,bwk kat tgh plak tu...tah pape...
ak pown,haha...cucuk ar blkg die....
bwu nk ketepi pakcik tu...amik kaw...
then,abh marah...adoh...kene lak...hahaha...bkn nk lggr pown,sje je bgi die ketaq..hahaha...*idea jht ku...
then,smpe kat skul,mama tgk ak...die da tkot nk naek...
tkot ak bgi xcident..hahaa...tpi,slmt je smpe kat umah....
rilek la ma....hahaha...
n bln 5 nie,dpt kete.....YAHOOOo!!!!!!!!!!..tp prdana je...tu pown yg abh pny....
xpe2...dpt je kete tu kat ak,ak nk gi make over mamas dlu...hahaha