this is what we call reality...

ak suke bersembang...ak ske snym..ak ske ketawa..ak ske usik org..n ak ske wat owg ketawa(i guess)...hmm...tapi,diseblik sumer tu terselindung 1001 masalah yg ak terima...mcm2...tp,dgn cre yg ak sebutkn tu la ak melupakan mslh ak...n kekadang,ia mmberi ak stu inspirasi utk mnyelesaikn mslh tu...
dikala ak bersedih,satu perkara dan persoalan yg bermain di fikiran ku ialah,bila ak nak pergi..pergi dri sume mslh?.pergi dri dunia nie??hmm...
sesape yg knl ak,msti korunk xcaye kli ak ckp,setiap mslh ak,ak akn nanges kejap...pas nanges,bwu ak piki...yaaa,i like to think...kekadang,cre ak mlepaskn tensyen is dat way...ak klo bole xnk nyusah kn sesape...klo terlalu 2,bwu ak cntct sesape...tu pun,juz nk have fun ngan kwn2..
this is my secret:haha..tiap2 mlm,sblum ak tido,ak akn bce blek msj yg ak trime,sume msj yg pnting la..n setiap kli ak bce msj tu,ak pasti nanges..air mte mle mmbasahi pipi ak...ntah la..ak xtau npe..may b pengirim tu da bnyk wat ak sedeyh...n ble ak bce blek,i can conclude dat,pengirim tu cam xleyh time ak...ak da cbe fikir positif,tpi,xleyh...xtau la..adakah ini mmg slh ak??trok sgt ka ak nie??hina ka??jahat ka??ak rse cam ak nie xberguna je...
ntah la..mayb tu prasaan ak je kot..tpi,setiap kli ak bce msj tu,siyesly,ak psti nanges...hahaha..ak nie cam bebudak gak kn...da besa pown dok still nanges gi..hmm..klo korunk ade kat tmpt ak,bru korunk tau...mcm mne ak rse slme nie..ape prasaan ak..klo korunk tgk ak hepi tu,mayb mmg ak tgh hepi..n may b ak tgh ade mslh..n pena skli la,ak xhepi gi skolah..ak jdi cam moody..wktu tu,jannah perasan..then die tny ak,ak ok ke??ak jwb la ok jew...then ble ak blek,die anta msj,ang ok ka??i said,yes..juz fine...cme ade prob sket...hmm..shes my bezwen ever n forever...hahaha...its an old story lorh...
hmm...spe xsedey,ble kwn xtime kte...mmg la kn..tpi klo da terpakse...mcm afdlin shauki ckp,mcm baby kne kasi ubat...cam tu la..lebey kurang la...
skang nie,bley dikatekan,every nitez,ak akn bce msj yg ak sedey tu...juz nk motivate dri ak utk improvekn dri ak..nk bgi org time ak seadanya...bkn sbb ape,sbb ak ialah ak..n ak xnk org xleyh time ak..sesungguhnya,ia mmg mnyakitkn...wlaupun ak x tunjuk...tpi,this is reality...ak xnk org tau ape yg ak rse..klo diorg tau,dirg xkn fhm...n from wat i see,gurl sllu xpiki pnjg...and ape kesannye klo die ckp smting yg mayb die rse ok,tpi for guys,ia agk menyakitkn...
N thats is what we call reality...lumrah hdup mnusia...sumer irg xperfect..so,klo nk tgor,tgor la dgn cre elok..klo nk jwb soklan or nk gtau smtin yg ssh nk dterima oleh org laen,gne la perkataan yg lmbut..jgn terlalu direct...mmg la ia lebey sng..tpi ia lebey mnyakitkn..believe me..